Rainy Days..

Its been raining since afternoon 2day. guess i'll drop by since there's nothing to do. hmm... this week is my test week for mechanical, dynamics and programing. boy it was tough...don't think i did well though. Gosh i hate rainy days. it makes me think about things. things from the past, present and future. kinda missed the old days. i wonder how will my working days be? i hope its not a desk job. i dream to be in the auto industry, but nowadays i havent been showing any interest. been very busy with my studies alone. had i gotten bored by it? i dont think so, maybe just bored by my studies, thats what i think. or mayb i have problems with commitments? i had a couple of commitment issue lately. one of them was my friend asked me to join his auto club. its new and it was barely staying alive. at first i was all out helping out them went into some problems and went down. now he says he gotta put everything into it and reopen the club. i was like...wa? i was unsure cause my first priority is my studies. i wasnt sure if there will be any distraction. he said a few words to me which made me realized... i wasnt commited enough to my dream. sheesh...cant believe what's going in my head now... imagine if it was about a girl. i'll be lucky not to jump off a building...lol. well its still raining. guess i find something to eat. end